MissSuriani

Still no sign...

2012-01-29T20:34:00.001+08:00

Still no sign of him :( gez ge's really bz tis wkend..i know yst he send off his maid to d airport so must b bz w d hse chores, etc..byk lah benda nk dibuat tu..tdy i tink he has jemputan..hmm

Aniwae tml bk to work..cnt wait to mit him too **winks** nt tt i cud spend tt much time w him while at work bt at least i hv d chance to see him ard, talk to him whenever possible..

4 more days bef me & family is gg to Bali..abit xcited bt oso worried..ye lah i jz wan for evrything to be accrd as planned & tt evrything goes smoothly..im d eldest in d family & ofcourse i hv tt bit of responsibility towards my fam tt evry but of their xpectation in tis trip is met..insyaallah..

Hanging with Friends

2012-01-28T19:08:00.001+08:00

Usually we "communicate" through playing tis game..& whenever possible he will start to chat w me thru this game too..

Today he din play gez he's bz..& im missing him...

Since 2008...

2012-01-28T19:06:00.001+08:00

Who would hv thought?? Hmm..

2008 is when u started to show interest in me..aft a few xchanging of sms-es, calls, shooting secret glances whilst at work, we step up a notch 1 evening aft work **blush** couple of wks aft tt i gt a job offer wer im wkg in nw & so i left together w watever there is btw us..we din ctc anymore bcoz of ur marital status & so i start anew..

1 day in 2010, i was told tt u wan to try applying my position & so i helped out without even thinking of any intention to b cont wat was left..he gt d job & in d beginning i was quite awkward bt tried nt to show coz i dont wan to b d one hard-up abt tis whole issue..evryting seems fine until tt night in Ubin..we slept together! Nth happened tho..

The nx time we slept together was in Batam..we stepped up a notch tt night & then i knew we're aint over..

& again it happened @Hard Rock hotel..

& again in his car couple of mths bk..

Cn feel tt he is demanding more in tis relationship..its scary & its wrong nt i dont know y i cnt say No to him nor cn i stop all tis fr happening..am i falling for him?? I dont know...wt shld i do?? :(

Life is in a Mess!!

2012-01-28T18:02:00.000+08:00

Twitter is where i pour out all my feelings about my deepest secrets; simply anything that i dont want ppl to know..only my BFF are able to view my tweets & no one else..
FB is where i upload my pics, events, whatever tt i dont mind sharing w everyone..tis actually change aft what happens last yr when i gt ''backstabbed'' by an acquaintance at work..
Path is a new app i gt from all d ''pestering'' i gt fr my BFF..jz to make her happy :) but with Path i gt to check-in wherever i am without mama or ayg's knowledge..sometimes i love not to tell where im gg with my BFF, etc to avoid getting ''scolded''..hehe
Now Blog is sth tt i pour all my feelings since i was in Poly but i stopped when i started working coz of time..bcoz of tt i forgot my password to cont blogging now..hehe yes i need my blog now..my life is in a mess & now even my BFF unable to really understand what im gg through..& i got no one else tt i can trust & rely on..